trouble, oh trouble move away. Can't you see you have made me a wreck. Now won't you leave me in my misery.

I'm not good at sharing

but I'm learning

I 'm not quite sure if I had been trying so hard

I never have the standard to accurately measure it.

I had a very far different perspectives from most normal people

but the distance is getting closer and closer.

I've learn how to open a conversation

I've learn how to act sweet to ask something from others

I've learn that a 'trying so hard to be optimistic with a little brain' ones are more attractive than the smart-ass ones. because ppl like that make you feel like smarter and safe, do I get it right? They liked you. You are funny and witty, they said.

I've learn to offer a drink to others when I order in a dinner

I've learn that pretend to not knowing other's bad habit in front of the object, and keep talking about it behind them is better than talking directly to the object and not joining bad-mouthing in the back. because it sounds evil if you talk directly.

it's the same like i've learn that attitude is about something sounds and seems nice in the surface, and not about honesty. Well, apparently they really like the quote 'there r more than meet the eye' so much. Hiding something's really cool, eh. mysterious they said.

I've learn to keep asking questions that I actually already know the answer, just to be nice.

I have learn that people like to be asked the same question they just ask. it's because sometimes ppl do not like to tell you something directly. Instead, they give you a decoy to be asked about something specific.

I've learn that once public appearance is absolute. i've learn to act nice to ppl, and to agree to something that I don't. I've learn that these bullshit is what they called normal, and I want to fit in. So I just move on and get a life, like they said.

Harold: You sure have a way with people.

Maude: Well, they're my species!

Maude: Harold, *everyone* has the right to make an ass out of themselves. You just can't let the world judge you too much.

They make it look so easy, connecting with another human being.

it's like no one told them it's the hardest thing in the world.